The Lonely Mom

Feeling pretty down today. Tired emotionally and mentally. Didn’t sleep good. Not sure what I am feeling. Been irritable with my kids and the dog (haha). Thinking about if I should go back to work after almost nine years of being a stay at home mom. I love being home, I’m very grateful that I get to, but it’s very lonely and monotonous. I just feel like I have nothing else to give sometimes. I don’t really have anything of my own. It’s been so long I don’t even know how I would start working again. I don’t want to go back to what I did before becoming a mom and I’m not sure what I would want to do now. I’ve thought about hobbies, but nothing sticks out. I’m in my head way too much. I’m lost, lost in life for the moment….